you got me

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

i'm letting go.

To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride, it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind & confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path, and to set yourself right.

My Blog.

Does anyone even read it?
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Anyone?
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Good. Perfect. Then we're ready to go.

I have a blog for several reasons. And they are as follows
a)To post all the interesting things I come across. Because maybe, if a miracle of epic proportions occurs and someone actually reads this shit, they can get something out of it. And I think that'd be pretty cool.
b)For me. My blog is kind of like my emotional timeline. I can look back at my posts and remember what inspired me to post them, or what they make me think about, or what was going on at the time I posted them, and I can go back through them that way and see the different stages and people and feelings I've gone through as time has progressed. Also pretty neat.
c)To just get it all out. I actually LIKE the fact that probably no one sees my blog. I have told no one I know that I have a blog, and I don't plan on it. I don't have a blog to write all my sappy dramatic bullshit for all my friends to read and then feel sorry for me. Because that's gay. I convey how I feel in a bunch of different ways. I post song lyrics that relate to my feelings, or pictures that depict what's going on in my head, or else I just put it in plain words. Writing and expressing myself via words is my strong point. I'm good at it. So I try to be somewhat creative with it.

I just think that in ten years when I have long stopped posting and I remember that I had a blog at one point, it will be really cool to look through it all and remember what it was like to be the me that I am right now.