Friday, June 5, 2009

your no good, no good for me.

I should have listened to myself.

I should have listened to everyone else.

I should have went with what felt right the first time.

But shoulda woulda coulda right? No more apologies, no more hard feelings or regret. It's time to let go; time to move on. Time to give someone else a go because I can't just hog all the good people all the time now, can I?

Yes, I leave a little angry. And yes, I leave hurt beyond what I previously thought were my limits. But I leave relieved and I leave happy, in an odd and twisted way. I have learned, I have taught, and I have changed. For the better, and for the worse. But the better is all that counts.

I believe in soul mates. And that every relationship before the one with "the one", is nothing more than a preparation, meant to teach and prepare you for when you find that soul mate so it can be amazing and everything it is meant to be. So that's what makes me happy to look at what we had: a learning experience. Of course, it was much more than that, but when it comes down to it, we just weren't meant to be. And so now we just have to keep moving. Keep searching, keep looking for our soul mates. And I would like to thank you for helping me along the way.

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